The pain that gratifies you,
The fear bothering us all,
They felt in our minds, writing off our virtues,
For only shame to take our greatest fall.
Release the life inside of me,
In our mutual pain, that blinds our frail eyes,
Brings us to this very time,
To the truth that finds away for us to deny.
I try not to be afraid,
When the darkness fades away,
I await the morning to break the blackness,
That cancers upon my heart.
I want you to know my love for you still grows,
For this I must believe that I must find,
The truth that lies within me in my final time.
You can not fake all of this,
You can not wash all of these feelings out,
I try to cry it all out of me,
I still can't find the relief to the doubt.
I lay here under you,
Pretending to here you breath,
For the life that fed through you,
Burned the fires inside of me.
I wish you could speak to me,
I get a hall without a sound,
I wish you could live, to be here,
To embrace every forgotten tear...
I know, I cannot bear all of this alone...
I try to fight this,
I try to hope for the better,
But I can''t
I try to blur it away,
I try but this black portion of life does not fade...
I can't fight this all away,
I can't wish this all to be fine,
I can't cry it out of my system,
I can't seem to remember the gift of happiness,
I can't hope,
I can't breathe,
I just seem to suffocate...
I just seem sufficed.
I can not entertain this entrance in my mind anymore. I try, and I try, but the fever still burn at a hundred plus...The veil of hope tears...The truth of it all is just to look at this life, and see another dead end. Every take I get, pushes me steps back. The worthlessness is real, and the pain is only worse. Worsened inside of my heart, I just can not seem to live the way that I have anymore...Is there not one person that cares for the feelings inside of my head anymore...Is there not one...This is the journey of my underestimated mind.
What is yours...