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It was just like yesterday
i had a lovely family
now we had are ups and downs
now I'm sitting here, all alone looking down
asking myself what the fuck did i do mess it up
eh I'm a clown
i know exactly what I did
6 girls, broken promises, lies on top of lies
creating a mount Everest of demise
lets jump and see who lives and dies
my own insecurities could eat me alive

I don't what I'm trying to say cause i fucked up
I have a fucked up personality
with the lost control of rationality
Hate me love me don't know me
my breath and words worthless
find me 6ft under the surface.

stuck in a crossroad
don't know what way to go
look into my beautiful daughter eyes
knowing i can't be selfish helpless or worthless
i got to be a different man
not like my dad, a revolving door in and out
acting like i don't give fuck anymore
going through some struggles
i don't know what to feel
im numb to the world
that why im sitting here
reflecting on the past