So many things I never bothered to think through
Losing sight, a reality that with each lie grew
A swallowed pain, a shattered heart
A truth I’ve always known from the start.
I felt lost, confused and ugly deep inside
A never ending cycle where life applied
Everything turned upside down
As each memory disappeared behind every sound.
Life sucks and then we die
And then it sucks some more while we cry
And as our tears collide with pain
A slow spiral into hell is where our truths remain.
Our senses fail, left deaf, and blind
But when there’s nothing left, what’s left to find?
But a bitter taste is bitter sweet
Much like there’s no shadows on empty streets.
Darkness creeps into a person’s soul
Twisting and turning, it takes its toll
Weathered and ageing it takes hold
Falling deeper as it spirals uncontrolled.