Description: just some thoughts going through my head.. i know i know relationships.. eh..
Is This Wrong... -------------------------------------------
I wonder at times....
Will I ever be completely satisfied in a relationship?
Sure like any new relationship, its wonderful in the beginning.
Though over time, things always start to dwindle and become stale.
I ponder if it may just be me..
Maybe I'm the actual problem.
Is it possible that I lose interest.
Or is it that the person just stops trying to be what the were in the beginning.
Your last lines 'or is it that the person just stops trying to be what they were in the beginning' really stood out to me because there have been so many people that are wonderful in the beginning and after a while...its like theyr a whole different person....and you realize that this is who they really are...if yu still find that you still like/love them... Then great....but if you preffered who they were acting to be... Then the search for love begins again.... Well I love this piece because I can truely relate....i wish yuh luck n hopefully youll find someone who isnnt putting on a show....
i blame movies for this kind of thought. love to me is when you don't want to put a pillow over their head when they sleep. But really it is when you get tired of being alone and want to spend your life with someone. Love isn't real like that it's merely being afraid of being alone and or tired of the the chasing. after a while of being with someone one day you will know that you have fallen in love with them but you have to try at this it isn't just a given. Love like anything in life is something you strive to obtain and keep. Anything with having is worth fighting for and working at. So, what i'm saying is you can be attracted to someone and after a while you'll fall in love with them once you both have worked to keep it. Life is not the movies.