I am finally done with the man that once was.
Nothing inside, what I had is now lost.
Strangled my heart and would not let it beat.
I gave up on love, accepted life's true defeat.
I walk as a shell, just hallow inside.
Live as a man that is neither dead nor alive.
No reason to laugh or to smile or to cry.
No guts to plan out the many ways I can die.
God is not near me, I pushed him away.
Satan just smiles and lets me continue my ways.
There is no conscience to tell me what is wrong or right.
Nothing left to wish for, while I lay awake at night.
If I had a reason, found a purpose or a voice,
If I had a different life, a good parent or a choice,
To have been born in another life or be a different man,
With answers to the questions, at least a helping hand.
I have a troubled mind that keeps all my wrongs,
I misplaced my heart, wonder where it has gone.
I keep rainy clouds and dark stories to tell,
Forever alone, as I bid thee farewell.