I didn't want to do it, draw the line of blood. but i had to. But for some reason i did. it made me better when i did. maybe everyone is right after all i dont need to be here. like my so call friends so want to be my friends it called they don't care. they just want be tobe gone not here. i just feel like drawing more lines of blood, deep ones.
i dont think that my family would notice if i was gone. i dont want to be here, cant take anymore.