Here I sit sipping down liquid courage.
Only to later end up vomiting up the pain,
bring it all back to the forefront of my brain.
I'll just lie here a while..
Hugging my porcelain goddess.
Watching the walls do the waltz.
Oh, how they sway...
Reminding me of how we once danced together.
There it is again.
Foolish memories, slapping me in the face.
Shit, I'm a disgrace.
Bartender get me another drink;..
Before I start to think.