All I have is memories of what was there,
Something so beautiful, to admire and share.
I once had a love that's enchanting and shined.
Forever lovers, I wished you to always be mine.
I want you to stay with me until the end of all time.
Walking the streets in the winter cold,
I am waiting for a light to guide my soul.
I look up at sky and want to pray,
But nothing comes out, what can i say?
I just sit here and cry for the rest of my days.
I thought I was wise, solid and strong.
Before we met I had not loved for so long.
You broke me down, got under my skin.
You moved into my heart, you got so deep within.
I was enchanted by you, couldn't reason or think.
So why did I let you just walk away?
I was not strong enough to ask you to stay.
Inside I feared that you would let me go.
I feared I loved you more than you'll ever know,
My fears are stronger than I would let it to show.
I was just loving you and giving so much.
I was filled with your scent, your kiss and your touch,
Something euphoric, unattainable for some.
How could I know what was yet to come?
All I felt was your love, a feeling so numb.
So I met you, then I loved you and simply let you go.
My fears came from nowhere, like dark gothic crow,
With my fears brought misfortune, losing what I want most.
Bringing the pain of knowing my love I had lost.
Being without you, of all things is the worst.
All these fears I had finally came true,
All the fears I had of forever losing you.
Im left alone, it happened once again,
I have nothing to prove and nothing to gain.
So of all these things emptiness and pain is all that remain.