You're Nothing New -------------------------------------------
I'm pretty sure this thing isnt loaded
And maybe it's just wishful thinking but every once
In a while I hope that somebody out there is
Thinking about me.
I'm not wondering if its you, because
I know you never would.
My only regret is that I never let you
Hold me back.
I would sway to the beat
And my arms would pump in a rhythm
That I know you couldn't feel
And dance like you never would.
I let the lights swim over me and I laughed
Knowing that this would only make you
Feel uncomfortable and confused.
The pounding in my chest wasn't just the music
But the way I pressed myself against these
Strangers and let myself feel the rush of
Being myself again.
The only thing I felt for you was
Sorry that you cared but I knew
That you were the kind of person that I was
Supposed to fall in love with
But no part of me ever would.
You cant love me and you
Never cared to know me and you only
Wanted me around for reasons that I
Don't understand either.
But I love the things you taught me
Like how if I need something I just need
To run to those places and dance until
I find it. I found the music that makes me
Want to dance and I found the words that
Make me want to sing and thank God they
Had nothing to do with you because that
Would be awkward, wouldnt it?