Its like pulling teeth
Talking to you
“so…. How was your day? Did you do what you said you were going to do? yesturday”
I don’t want to tell people where im at, no one understands adhd, its not a choice,
I have to FUCKING PRETEND THAT IM ENTHUSIASM IN WTF YOUR SAYING, and you get pissed if im not and its super gay, I pretend top know what your talking about.
Yah , wow, sure, okay, continue, not in monotone, but with a PEPPY fucking voice.
Haha. Your funny. Im laughing at the things you want me to laugh at, and reassure you every few seconds in your conversation that im following you, your self-absorbed monologue.
Suicidal thoughts, more energy.
This is such a fucking boring task listening to you talk on the phone right now . its draining, even lovers are not exempt from depression.
“ oh crazy”
Im so glad you fall for my gestures of interest
I don’t want you to leave me , so I must pretend pretend pretend
And NO ONE is exempt from this
Im sorry for getting vulnerable
Does this all it takes? Just responding the way you infer you want me to?
If you are involved enough in what you are saying, you will miss the ingenuity of my responses.