of childhood aggressions,
floating in a pool
of thrown away confessions.
Puzzling through a maze
with blinding shades of red,
going crazy with a madness
that festers inside of your head.
Hearing rumors that hit your eardrums
with decibel sounds,
the truth is an unknown frequency to you
and it quite honestly astounds.
You never knew what love was,
though you pretended to recall,
a relationship you learned nill from
and gained no maturity at all.
We once said in unison
"sisters before misters,"
now all you want to do to me
is cover me in blisters.
A guy that walks right past you
just to talk to me,
is not one that deserves your affections,
I am sure logic would agree.
I always tried to be there
with a compliment each day,
you tossed it back like garbage
and shuffled me away.
Each piercing word that cut at me
you said for many years,
I shoved them in a bottle
and let it fill to spare your tears.
All of these things
don't really matter much to me,
it's my love for you above all
i wish that you could see.
I will cherish the good times
and I will regret the bad,
You were the closest best friend
I have ever had.