Your deception is that of a master skill level
For you had me believing you for some time,
I believed in you
I live in the moment
For the moment
Based on my present feelings
I shouldn't have ... I knew better
But ask me if I care??
NO!! Because you were worth it...
For this sacrifice of myself in return my belief in you...
I now pay the ultimate price...
I now sit here, cradling myself… rocking back-and-forth, in a soothing manner
With hopes this endless pain soon ceases its warpath upon me!
Why am I an unwanted child??
Why do you say you care, yet your actions speak dramatically different than your words?
Why do you constantly have me in tears...
Yet still here I AM
HERE I AM
And... I want my daddy...
Am I foolish?
I suppose so.
Here I thought I found the one parent who would actually love me...
It is obvious I was wrong... I apologize, for the nuance.