I'm blinded by the light,
blinded by the world around me.
lost in a page of words that no one will ever read.
i sit here in the moon light looking upon the stars,
waiting, searching, hoping, i wonder where you are!
years have come and gone since Ive seen you little face, yet these days that are upon me take me back to our secret place.
i lost some one today, someone i didn't really know,
and i sit here wondering what my life has to show?
i may be a mummy now but so was i before
the baby girl i used to love is today no more.
with each passing moment i sit and wonder why,
why is it fair to live this way when life becomes a lie.
a brief pause in my writing as the tears begin to fall
I'm reminded of the fateful night when your life had left the world.
its been a long time since Ive cried for you as i ask myself why,
why did i not save you, protect you with my life?
im blinded by the light and the choices that ive made.
for each day i am breathing your living in a grave