[ Join Free! ]
(No Spam mail)

  • RolePlay
  • Join Us
  • Writings
  • Shoutbox
  • Community
  • Digg Mashup
  • Mp3 Search
  • Online Education
  • My Youtube
  • Ear Training
  • Funny Pics
  • nav

  • Role Play
  • Piano Music
  • Free Videos
  • Web 2.0
  • nav

    << | >>

    dots Submission Name: You... and I...dots

    Author: jackz
    ASL Info:    24/F/OH
    Elite Ratio:    3.76 - 591/622/380
    Words: 261
    Class/Type: Random Thoughts/Depressed
    Total Views: 417
    Average Vote:    No vote yet.
    Bytes: 1928

       About my step dad who is now serving time for these things nevertheless the pain is still very real..

    Make the font bigger!! Double Spacing Back to recent posts.

    dotsYou... and I...dots

    Where did I go during those long weary nights
    Where did I pretend I was...
    How was I capable of leaving my present being
    Using all my might to ignore your cold, dirty, rough hands all over me
    I drifted off into never-never land
    Where we all roamed free and heavenly like...
    Imagined a world where I was someone's daddy's little girl and he never made me feel so ...
    Forever... A broken spirt, a washed up girl...
    Still I secretly hoped I can be someone's little girl..
    Still I remember those nights

    You stole my childhood
    Stole my innocents
    You took the one thing you had no right to take...
    Yet you did with so much confidence, so much pride
    You even engulfed my body within yours as my own mother watched
    How much of a real man are you now?
    Then again how much is she a real mother?

    Cheated out of having two loving parents,
    I was
    A childhood wrongfully stolen from me,
    It was
    Nevertheless what eats away at me the most,
    Reoccurring nightmares you have so gladly given me
    The Post Traumatic Stress Disorder
    A life of instant untrustworthiness of others, because you so badly betrayed me
    I still live with the choices you choose to make.. With My Life
    The actions you accepted to take. Concerning My Life

    I am STILL affected

    Submitted on 2012-02-15 16:20:18     Terms of Service / Copyright Rules
    Submissions: [ Previous ] [ Next ]

    Rate This Submission

    1: >_<
    2: I dunno...
    3: meh!
    4: Pretty cool
    5: Wow!

    ||| Comments |||
      ....the pain you have lived with.. the betrayal, the stolen innocence...all of them were undeserving.. you were a child, it was their job to protect, to love, to nuture, to teach...NEVER to do or allow what was done..
    , and the answers and justice you need, sadly you may never find..

    Great write,raw and as always emotionally charged..keep writting..it does help.
    | Posted on 2012-02-23 00:00:00 | by trynfinity | [ Reply to This ]
      This is the most raw, personal piece i have ever read on this site. While not technically the most sound, it envoked some strong emotions - and it will to everyone who reads it. That should be the goal. Kudos to you, and sorry you had to go through that.
    | Posted on 2012-02-20 00:00:00 | by hybridsongwrite | [ Reply to This ]
      as much as i went somewhere else on those nights...part of me was still there...and now, that part of me remembers and remembers and remembers---

    you stole a part of me i will never get back...

    | Posted on 2012-02-16 00:00:00 | by jacoberin | [ Reply to This ]

    Think Feedback more than Compliments :: [ Guidelines ]

    1. Be honest.
    2. Try not to give only compliments.
    3. How did it make you feel?
    4. Why did it make you feel that way?
    5. Which parts?
    6. What distracted from the piece?
    7. What was unclear?
    8. What does it remind you of?
    9. How could it be improved?
    10. What would you have done differently?
    11. What was your interpretation of it?
    12. Does it feel original?


    Be kind, take a few minutes to review the hard work of others <3
    It means a lot to them, as it does to you.

    Primitive Lapse written by Crestfallenman
    no words for how graceful you are in this moment written by Daniel Barlow
    Silent Screams In Silent Dreams written by poetotoe
    Journey written by endlessgame23
    Blood Stains Are The Worst written by ForgottenGraves
    untitled written by ShyOne
    a safe place written by Daniel Barlow
    an unashamed poverty written by Daniel Barlow
    Every..... written by jackz
    Supernatural Cowboy Sleuth (6) written by endlessgame23
    Shi written by ShyOne
    descent written by TheBadSadMan
    More then just goodbye written by faideddarkness
    Shut Up written by annie0888
    Carry written by saartha
    Sleep Talk written by Queen_of_spades
    Deep Into A World Of Despair written by DeathTone
    Fasade written by jackz
    Your Lover written by Cordell
    Supernatural Cowboy Sleuth (4) written by endlessgame23
    Supernatural Cowboy Sleuth (5) written by endlessgame23
    The Old Mill written by Wolfwatching
    Records I written by Raphael
    To the Devil and Candle written by HisNameIsNoMore
    Or are we written in the sand? written by Chelebel
    i've missed written by mysalvation
    phantom limbs written by expiring_touch
    Supernatural Cowboy Sleuth (7) written by endlessgame23
    Comme un lion en avril written by Outlaw
    Cover written by saartha




    User Name:


    [ Quick Signup ]
    [ Lost Password ]

    January 10 07
    131,497 Poems

    I have 14,000+ Subscribers on Youtube. See my Video Tutorials

    [ Angst Poetry ]
    [ Cutters ]
    [ Famous Poetry ]
    [ Poetry Scams ]

    [ Smaller ] [ Bigger ]