Everything is blurry,
Nothing registers in my mind,
I feel like my head is hollow,
I feel like my heart has been locked up in a safe,
and I don't have the combination.

I blank out all the time,
People say that I'm "out of it",
but how can you face reality,
When you've nearly lost yourself in a superficial world.

People tell you to be pretty,
Skinny, sexy, almost stupid,
To go find yourself an attractive man,
To hide yourself within him.

There's no such thing as choices anymore,
There's only variations in guidlines,
Y'know what I mean?
There's no actually being yourself,
There's only being a blank,
A hole,
A Void,
Nothing,
Gone,
Dead...