Time out the window, raining.
Why can I not rejoin the past,
A waist of air,
You open your ears to better things.
But I left everything so unsettled.
Confusion blurs and distorts everything,
My life has shattered,
I build and build, I fall..
I climb, I struggle,
I run out of gas,
Smack, full circle.
I can't see myself this way anymore.
Don't waist these tears,
Don't hesitate to ask for my well being.
Don't upset me with your bullshit lies,
And don't underestimate me.
I'm better than all of you,
I'm fucking better.
How do I seem to end this traitorous life?
This ballistic bull shit!
This constant hysteria!
This catastrophe you have created,
Undermines so much of the damage you inflict,
You violate so much space,
You waist so much of my time,
And you breath cancer what ever you do...
I do not know as of why I wake up every day,
Thinking the other will be better,
When in fact it worsens.
You come to me with your lies,
Your stories, your reasons, and excuses,
And yet once have you not apologies,
These measures that I took for all of you!
And you all left me here in the rain!
Fuck you and fuck your cause!
Fuck your worlds, and fuck what centers you!
You can't bare what I have bared.
You can not recite the damage...
Let me just sleep finally...
Without your ills of the world infecting my spirit.