You think you know me
They think they know me
No one has the slightest clue and I wish to keep it that way
Be sure to paint the smile on in the morning
Rummage around for a happy pill or two
Push all my emotional pain to the back of my mind
Its time to begin my day..
Ignore those unconscious reminders of the sexual abuse
.iIf this can be accomplish the rest becomes easier to forget..
The back pain I feel due to the trigger I pulled on that 12 gauge shot gun
PULL down those long sleeves!
Cover up my past drug addiction, which took its toll on my veins
Missing my mother even if she did let him touch me..
Burry it all as far back into my mind,
And I'll keep going, for its all I have ever done..
For reasons unknown to even myself
I continue to struggle, yet I can always rely on painting whatever expression you wish to see...