I thought she would hold my hand...
I hoped she would hug my cry...
I smiled like a fool to see that she never existed.
Happiness I see you over there,
drowning in your own tears.
The other nine stood there beside you
reminding of how fake on you is the hope that bears.
You fight again with me in that same false hope,
of finding the one that never exists.
You smile with a tear and look at all,
of whom they do not have a tear to dry.
So did I drown you in those dark waters,
of my heart thinking that the pain will go away.
But you yet rise and ask,
Why is it that you are still alive?
I walk thy by side,
looking at nothing but the truth,
For I have left all of you to haunt,
this heart of mine till I die.
I'll tell you the truth....
I am a freak among normal people around me as they claim.
I am a speck in this tiny world large enough to endure all the pain.
I long for love that never existed since I was a child.
I find myself on a road never once again in a while and for the last time......alone....