I like how this reads as a run-on sentence, kinda makes it more tense & ups the feeling of frustration. I think everyone has been here who tries to write; just wanting so bad to get something clear down on paper & finally when you do, especially with poetry, well there's so much another person can miss regardless of how clear & precise it is to you. It's your Rorschach test.
Keep attempting! I look froward to more NatPo poems from both of you!
Inspiring... I like that! I made an immediate connect to Pavlov's dog. So much drivel that takes form, hopefully. The magic of the Rorschach test is that we can make something out of nothing, but apparently the first hurdle is to come up with some kind of nothing to start with. Why is even that much so often harder than we think?
A Rorschach test is actually a really good description of NaPo! This sort of day-after-day view into someone's thoughts can be so enlightening. The world is a giant ink blot, let's see what you make of it in the coming days.