I see myself in my past,
In the innocence that I longed.
I've looked into nothingness far too long,
Not knowing in the world what is going on.
I've come to believe my soul has fallen,
Fallen so far away from my grips.
All the pieces of me are falling everywhere,
But I'm fighting my hardest to glue myself
Glue myself together.
Pieces are to hard to find,
Some lay impossible to be placed together.
Priority in the matter, seems no need,
Heavy enough, it nearly destroys me.
I fight myself through this every day,
My life is not this fucked up,
All of this you made me believe,
But starting to learn.
I know I can fight the storm,
You do your best at convincing me that I'm so ill,
That all of this around me is not what it seems.
But I know better,
I'm felt both differences.
You can't hold me forever, my steps will wander,
I'm fighting so hard...
I'm fighting to learn....
I'm fighting to love...
I'm fighting to move on in this life.