I am a complete and total disaster ...
It was bound to happen at some point
However recent events have sparked several emotions
From complete euphoria ...
Flying high in sky... with our arrow-dynamic mammals
No drugs... No assistance is needed for this type of happiness
I soon find myself on a crash and burn course
The smoke and flames are only a glimpse of the true devastation that has just occurred.
Now at rock bottom
In the darkness..
As if I am in the midsts of a hurricane
These emotions equivalent to that of tides
Thrashing .. yet caressing.. Beating.. yet cradling
Too many high points to count,
Too many low points to spot,
If I might borrow a thought from my martial arts repertoire, carrousel ceaselessly ceremony chaos character charisma. For as you see I'm a complete and total disaster myself. I like to think I could rise above it but I'm afraid it's eminently exigent on the enigma entity. Why I could become genocidally xenophobic on the guidon guile, terminus thrall and all, positive states of amalgamated anathema android. I know, I know, sheer decadent arrogance, but consider spontaneous synchronous. Oh I don't know, just trying to tickle your fancy, sort of throw a little bit of humor on your self deprecating divulgence. Seriously you should treat yourself better.