I am a complete and total disaster ...
It was bound to happen at some point
However recent events have sparked several emotions
From complete euphoria ...
Flying high in sky... with our arrow-dynamic mammals
No drugs... No assistance is needed for this type of happiness
I soon find myself on a crash and burn course
The smoke and flames are only a glimpse of the true devastation that has just occurred.
Now at rock bottom
In the darkness..
As if I am in the midsts of a hurricane
These emotions equivalent to that of tides
Thrashing .. yet caressing.. Beating.. yet cradling
Too many high points to count,
Too many low points to spot,
For I am a Complete and Total Disaster...