I wonder if I'll ever be that person I ache to be
I lay in bed and dream of the day
I imagine what it may feel like when the realization dawned on me
I picture the moment I come to truly believe that I am that person,
Whom I have placed high on a pedestal, within my mind..
I worked hard yesterday to make it to today,
I will continue to tread these heavy waters onward to tomorrow
I consistently fight ...
Fighting for everything..
Yet nothing at all..