I close my eyes as I want to see what love means.....
I watched my tear pass by, from my eyes and so did it.
Even my tear longed for the other eye to cry.
I watched my life pass by and so did it without a smile to spare.
Oh, how I long for her to hold me and say you are mine,
was a dream of my dream that never came true.
So did my childish self kill itself with remorse.
I watched myself open my eyes in the dark and so did I.
Inadvertently searching for a light called hope.
I watched myself cry to sleep and so did I, with not a tear to dry.
Oh, how I long for her to hold my hand and say don't cry,
was a hope of my dream that never came true.
So did my age old self die with a lifeless plead.
I await to watch myself close my eyes in the light called Nature.
How cruel of her to keep me alive and watch me cry.
I smile at her and say kill me now and she awaits to watch me die.
Oh, how I long for her to be seen by my eyes,
is a dream of my dream that will never come true.
So did my body's dead soul wait itself in an endless battle.
....I await though to close my eyes