Lone within myself, one of one and one of many... I am not myself nor was I ever, I am someone who is not happy, someone who is not set, someone living life every single day in regret...
I am one of billions but the only one like me
emotional wreck straight from the beginning
no one here to understand me
I feel so much pain, I hide so well
so much hurt from my family, friends, lovers & for forth
i don't know how i'm still alive living a life that has no worth
I once thought I was me, I thought I was happy, I thought that I had everything in control
wrong as i were, dumb as I were, nothing was ever in my grasp long enough to hold
for everyone who feels like me, who is completely misunderstood and seems to always be that way, you're right you are misunderstood, you did lose control, you did lose that grip you once called hold...