I pray one day I can hear your name, without my heart...sinking beneath me.
To feel a touch and pretend she's you, to hear a voice and fantasize your tune.
I'm completely lost, my feet have left ground.
chorus: I wish that I could see you without dying inside.
Falling apart with all your smiles, hoping I can one day find meaning, without it always being... your identity.
Because when with you, my head soared high, but to you I was just a game.
And holding you was something precious, and loving you I was entirely selfless.
chorus: I pray one day, I can hear your name... without going completely insane. To feel her touch without wishing she was you, to hear her voice and not fantasize your tune.
I'm completely lost... my feet have... left the ground.
But I see it now, it's all too clear, I was drawing lines in sand with my tears.... there was nothing real ... ever there
I was a game.... I was played without care.
Making myself so vulnerable to you
reminded me why I keep my heart so cold
and not to share that which is within me
In result I've become... insanity
I wish that I could think of.... you
falling apart silently... with every smile
No matter where I try to... hide, no matter how far
I'm always so lost... within you