My Dear Friend-
I hear you calling me at my weakest moments
I feel you surrounding me at my lowest points
Begging me to come toward you
My Dear Friend-
You are always with me
During my darkest nights
During my lonely days
I hear you longing for me
My Dear Friend, Heroin
You are my enemy
Yet you are my closest friend, My comrade, My partner in crime
Keeping me high
Making sure I am out of touch with my reality
Our relationship is the hate & love kind
You’ve stayed with me through it all
Letting you go is the hardest thing I have ever done…
Heroin, My Dear Friend
I have no choice but to ignore your false façade
Ignoring the urges I consistently have
Moving past the bad days without following your cries out to me
My nights have never been so long
My sober minds relives all those times we shared
My body aches for you
My mind plays tricks on me
My soul aches to be an innocent child once again
Being wrapped up within your embrace
No matter how much was reality and how much was my imagination
It all meant so very much to me
Never feeling alone
Always high…
Always away from the pain that never seems to leave my broken down body.
In the end though
You turned on me as everyone else in my life have.
I became a viscous, uncompassionate person
I ended up needing you more than you needed me
I ended up ruining what little life I had to begin with
Therefore,
My Dear Friend, Heroin
This is goodbye
Goodbye to all the highs and lows we felt
Goodbye to the painful withdrawal you happily gave me
Goodbye to the regrets, bad choices, and broken relationships.
Goodbye …. To what was
Hello, to what is
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