Once again, there is so much pain, and love in your writing. And forgiveness for everyone but yourself. I agree with the previous comment the first line has a hook, but the rest of it captures the heart and twists it right along yours.
Whatever the outcome remember, addiction is the thing that's in control of the ones we love sometimes..., and that addiction hurts us through them, and can rip through them at the very core like an atom bomb... Without someone to stand strong beside them, loving them, and reminding them that, they can be accepted .....they may never break free.
I am always touched by the struggle inside the heart of one of the strongest, most beautiful and talented people I have ever met. And how blind to the strength that lies inside she really is.
......but is always so apparent in everything you write.