This is a good write it flows well and pulls the reader in to your world. Maybe I'm a little bias on it pulling the reader in though because I can relate well to this piece. This is exactly how I used to feel all the time and how I still do alot of the time though it has gotten better in time since I have been out on my own. I know it seems like you don't want to make it now and I understand if you don't believe this because I didn't back then either but it does get better not to say life becomes perfect because it never does but in time you learn how to cope better and for me once I moved out i felt like I had a little more controle over my life which helps. I'm watching my lil sis go through this now, so your not alone maybe try to find someone who is going through the same thing you may be able to help eachother. Anyway great piece and keep writing.
This honestly feels like what I go through, as well as many others. It's seems that there's no cure for it and that it will never get better, but it will. Poetry helps with it a lot so just keep on writing and I hope everything turns out okay. If you're strong enough to make it this far, then you're strong enough to make it to the end.