I know I am ugly deep inside
I know I am only an object to those who surround me in this life
I know I am of very little value if any to these people.
I am the ultimate runt within the litter
I am the ugly duck and I acknowledge this
My problems stem back from childhood
Nightmares still haunt me
The pain still remains, permanently etched within my mind
Memories... only the tip of the iceberg
Depression eats at my core
My own personal fears haunt me
My past is at every turn
I am my own worst enemy...
I can see now how I will meet my end
At a young age,
Lying alone in a dark, chilly room
Lost the will to fight
Lost the endless battle of this deep seeded depression
Tired of all this pain
Tired of a world where I only encounter heartache and torment
Lying alone, at young age
I lose the willpower to live a life I was never meant to live...