Just because we fucked doesn't mean you have to talk to me.
I'm old enough to know things we say during such closeness,
it's all bullshit and filler. You don't have to hide or avoid my eyes
because I am really just looking through you to another side
where someone else will look at me one day, and light up
like stars on a Christmas tree
or a moon traced on paper
with a big wide smile
just for me.
this is actually very healthy. fucking is fucking. it shouldn't be a big thing. especially at a certain age. and it's good you don't get hung up. i've never been able to do a one night stand. i just don't have the heart to take the chance to hurt a girl like that. i remember everything with my emotions, so i try my best to keep women in a positive category. it doesn't always work, and i need to learn to be more honest with myself.
This is harsh also very raw and emotive the F word belongs in this for me it anchors the outrage that follows.
Also someone needs a thrashing I would use a cane u can't beat a cane when it comes to administering a good beating.