When i was younger i made medicine of writing, but now i am older and sick of trying, to write one legitimate rhyming line that doesn't end with an "e" or "I". I strive to find that perfect timing, but I know no grammar and can't figure out poetic alignment.
So i pretend to write endless epics so blatantly desperate to not seem fake, but make instead run-on sentences and lackluster statements. Wanting so badly, for anyone to say they hate it, so i can feel the shame of faking greatness. It never was the words but the writing that saved me.