I feel so devastatingly sad.
With no clue in my head as to why.
The dark makes my dreams bad.
I will forget you or I will try,
My hardest to drown you out.
With cuts, lyrics and books.
But every night I fill myself with doubt.
Remembering those looks.
The anime like qualities,
Whether you were sober or stoned.
You were a tease,
And all I ever known.
Now I'm going under the dark.
It's suffocating yet so peaceful.
Away from you and your spark,
And then I won't be so doubtful.
And now I talk to my bedroom walls,
Hoping their answer will be a lie.
And I'm walking through these halls,
Waiting for an ally.