Oh how I wish to hold your cheeks in my hands and kiss your forehead.
A shiver, a quiver in this dark place with nowhere to go,
blinded by darkness falling in an endless sink hole.
Losing myself to life with no meaning of pain or despair,
A tear, what is it in an oblivion with no chains to bind.
Oh how I wish I could remember how to dream, to live a life with you.
Shall I remove this face of mine with a manikin’s smile?
Shall I show you the world with my eyes that yearns for a life?
Shall I drown myself in a bliss called love?
With my dream is where I wish to find happiness.
Oh how I wish I could remember what happiness was.
How it pains me to watch you loath my existence,
A curse, I am gifted with to live a life in a war.
How it forces a tear in my sleepless night,
A tear in my eyes for a question “What have I done wrong?”
Oh how I wish you would shoulder my tears.
Walking past by time, walking past by you,
I smile to live my time away.
A paradox alive in this world as me,
I wish though to see you smile from my shadow.