Description: PLEASE TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK. THANK-YOU
Devil Workshop II -------------------------------------------
Life started falling apart in 9th grade
losing all my friends, walking down those halls alone.
everyone is laughing, Happy but you.
knowing suicide the only way to end everything
life is harder when we have those emotions that changes you
every time You turn around You have a new emotion affecting u
They all ask “ why do you feel this way’ OR
They tell you ‘Stop making yourself feel this way only you can change how You feels”
Only if they knew how hard things are or how hard it is to live life.
It like everyone is against You and everything you do they don't care.
Even if u did something to make them Happy they don't appreciate it.
Every Night is a nightmare....
its hard being young at this time.
i swear its harder to be in school now that it was when i was in school. there are way more pressures that didnt even exist when i was in school [and i promise im not as old as im making myself sound right now].
back when i was in school depression wasnt very common. i remember leaving school and within 2 years i was in hospital because i wanted to hurt myself and i was the only person i knew at that time who was able to admit such feelings and no one knew what to do about them because no one seemed to have had them before.
now just about every one of my sisters friends [shes 18] has depression or self harm issues or something like that. as if it is becoming a new social norm. which is sad. because it makes life so much harder.
and people always appreciate you and your efforts more than you realise. people get busy or distracted and forget to say thank you which can be detrimental to other peoples wellbeing [and quite selfish if you ask me] but yes... people are always appreciative. try not to dwell on that negative side of things.
there is no real answer to depression. no magic cure. but it does start with trying to find one thing that makes you feel good. it has to be a good thing though... it cant be anything self destructive.
and once you find that one thing you need to commit to doing it. it could be art or excersize or music... work out what makes you feel good and go from there..
take care and stay strong. [you are stronger than you realise xx]