I guess it was my fault for getting attached.
I should have known better that happiness does not last.
You were the one person I've always wanted.
I wanted my future with you.
And I watched you slip out of my hands like water.
I guess thatís the hardest part of it all.
Knowing I once had you.
You had me wrapped around your little finger.
And you knew this.
You would give me that smirk.
And with it, I knew you were aware that there
wasn't a damn thing I wouldn't do for you.
Iím not going to write about all the times you screwed me over.
Iím not going to make you out to be this bad person.
Because at some point you were what was right for me.
You rescued me when I was lost.
You helped me win the battles with my demons
You made me feel beautiful
And when you looked at me, I knew I mattered.
Those are the memories I will remember you by
Those where, at that point in time I knew,
you loved me.
So no, I wonít hate you
For outgrowing me
But Iím not going to pretend Iím ok with it either