Standing in the middle of no where
Memories playing back in my mind
All those faces never stop haunting me
Tears fills my eyes knowing that I am always going a
looking back thinking that I was never good enough for you or them. Always been on the wrong road Cant seem to change. LIFE IS A BIT UNFAIR BUT IT IS TIME THAT I END IT ALL.
Hopefully the last line is a POSITIVE statement of intent. What young adults and teens never seeem to get is that all those "loosers" in school, were really there developing character and a backbone of steel that is far more useful in the adult world than it always being write. No one is all the time, and at least you have experience dealing with it and moving on. Don't get stuck spinning your wheels.
You can't always get what you want, but feeling that your not good enough is counter productive. Try to have some self confidence. Perhaps what is true is these people you think your not good enough for are the ones not good enough to see your value. Don't prostrate yourself before them, find new outlets. Keep your head up and give people a chance. We're not all too self involved to care. Suicide is never an option...it's a self centered and shallow solution that does nobody any good!! Suffrage can be irksome but hopefully eventually you'll get your rights. Hang in there.