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Loss of words....
No more do thoughts come as before
So no more are words spoken...

Do we ever realy loos in life?
I wonder,
Why are we given chances to fail
And second chances to succeed
But never knowing wich one has been given.
So we trail life
Blind
Walking in darkness till we hit on something
Or find someone who has been doing this
For far too long
"Don't let your luggage drag
You may be left with nothing"
As if it doesn't burden enough

So you pick up
Look at the sky
And see
How far heaven realy is frome you

And you hate
Every day, hour that passes
And you hate
Because that thing you want with such a passion
Every time you reach to grab it
Pulls itself away

But then you realize it's not it
But you
Falling
And you reach the floor
Bouncing
Gasping for air
Nearly breathing
Air filling your lungs
Even tho I don't want to breath again

Waking up the next morning
To your mourning
To knowing your still alive
To knowing you have to live
Alone
Because you have to push the people away
Desert them before they desert me

When will my best be good enough?
When will I be able to be alone with my own thoughts
Without they too trying to kill me?

So I get dressed
Walk out
Painted smile

Giving you the thanks......
For nothing face
You give to thoes who say
Pray and everything will be ok
.......
But you know it wont