I wish that you could understand,
I wish you could walk in my shoes,
See through my eyes and FEEL from MY HEART,
Through visions vicariously viewed,
I wish that I could be like you,
Free from the ANGUISH and PAIN,
That NEVER ends but builds and ascends,
Inside of my heart contained,
heartache has tinctured and stained my core, no more do I feel any warmth,
I sit alone and watch the sky as the sun sets and slowly transforms,
Bursting beauty comes alive and is born,
while time somehow stops and stands still,
my lungs expand with air as I breathe,
while thinking of you IM INSTILLED,
inspired and so inexplicably filled
with strength and hope for who I am,
I wish you could witness this power I feel,
I wish somehow that you could understand!!
you wont even try
yet I can't help but WISH...
unable to resist,
my foolish hopeful heart
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