Why does one worry about such needless things?
Why does one's heart scream to be released?
Why does one cry for pain one doesn't feel?
Why does one always smile so gently when one kneels?
One is so cruel, never realizing how one is fooled,
One is so sad, releasing such beauty in one glance
One is so sinful, eternaly craving to feel real;
One is so distorted, speaking of truths through one 's lies.
This little one has been tarnished beyond redemption
For one has dreamed of feeling, killing and deceiving
This one must suffer, endless nights without a counter;
One shall pray to fears to relieve one of one's poisen tears.
Quickly before breaking, seal all memories of one's awakening;
For every thought one had, drive a needle through one's head,
Pin down those wings that make fantasy rise from within,
Place one's soul under controll, just like a lifeless doll.
Chain down one's chaotik body with barbed wire - as if the net of reality;
With each passing day, let one more shard brake away,
With each tormenting thought, let one's heart break apart,
With each rising feeling, let one's sanity fade into oblivion.
"Why do you hate me so much?
Why do you spill my crimson taunts?
Why do you herras the life within my womb?
Why do you think so highly of me - so that I scare you?"
You are the one that corrupted me,
Opening my eyes to the rot within dreams,
Yes you tore my innocence to satisfy your disguisting madness.
You plunged my heart into deceit,
Left me drowning in lustfilled dreams.
Yes you marked me yours, and drove me into remorse
You stained my body, with those filthy thoughts of yours,
You took my sanity as I was lusting for your dreaded reality,
Those lies that you spinn and turn, blinded me to trust.
Yes those smooth lies that can melt the tongue
Yielded my heart in a moment's touch.
You made me walk this sinful path with no regardes to the life I had;
It is you that I hate most, it is you that I love above all.
This cruel cold love,
This beautiful sad love,
This painful passionate love,
This sinful lustfilled love,
Oh how I love one
Oh how I hate one ...