Is love bad or good? That is up to you. Think ahead when going in a relationship. Think for yourself, ask yourself; is this a trap? If so, then run away, forget her and never look back.
Once you're trapped, you will feel special. As the world surrounds you. The feeling of excitement, joy, trouble and dreams (illusions) will fill your mind. The girl knows this deep within too whether she's aware of it or not; you are NOT meant to be, and the one who is most aware of the truth will be hurt the most at the end.
I was the one who was aware of it from the start, I lied to myself believing this could work out. Now I'm getting mental, while she party with other guys.
But I strengthen myself; weeks later I was back in my normal state! No, I was even greater than before, I had new goals!
She came back, as forgiving as I was, she fcked my mind over again. Now I'm struggling, and hope this love will go away. Cause my goals are what I'm struggling for, and this type of trap is my worst enemy.