I am currently on Skype
With the love of my life.
Does he love me too?
I can't be sure...
HE says he does, but I've been lied to before.
I've been ignorant enough to believe when lied to.
But this time, something feels different.
Something feels right. So right.
I'm a virgin, but will I be for long?
Could he be the one I give myself to?
I want him. I love him.
He wants me.. He loves me?
He's been patient. He isn't an asshole about the situation.
I feel like there may be some sort of connection with him.
A connection I can honestly say I have never felt before.
We have been through a lot.
He is the star basketball player at school that everybody wants.
Who am I?
Yet he still wants me?
I will continue to fight for him.
Because I love him.
Hopefully it's not all for nothing.