There is smile that I have now,
A smile that only comes at night.
A smile that masks my pain.
A smile that truly shows my insanity.
And even though no one will ever see it,
I keep smiling for everyone.
This smile only comes when blood rolls,
Gushes from my body.
I look myself in the mirror smiling at it.
This is the pain that only I see.
This is the pain that only I enjoy to observe.
This is the pain I deserve to endure.
I did this to myself and now I have this..
Is my blood smile.