Seems like thats all i know,
The door closing behind someone,
Someone that'll never see again.
The abandonment of everyone around me.
Seems like something i can't avoid.
I turn.
Gone.
No matter who it is.
Whether it be my mom..
Running away to another state.
Or my best friend..
Trying to off himself,
Because of what i said...
Maybe even the worst of all.
The love of my life,
Gone in an instant..
Leaving is all i know..
Guess people don't trust me..
Or.
I'm not really wanted by them in the first place.
Go figure.
Nobodies never are.
I merely exist to be tormented,
Tormented by lack of care..
Lack of trust..
Well fine.
I guess i've got some leaving to do.