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Trust is an odd thing.
We have to trust sometimes,
Other times trust is idiotic.
We need to trust some.
Avoid others.
Doesn't make sense.
Then again trust is something I don't do a lot of.
I used to..
But every time.
Every time...
Someone lies.
Someone betrays.
Someone tries to kill me.
Is it cause they don't trust me?
No.
It's because my life doesn't affect their life.
My life has no purpose to them.
Even when I'm supposed to be everything to them,
Even when I am the one helping,
The one protecting.
I'm betrayed.
So I wonder now,
Why should I trust a single person on this planet?
It always ends up badly.
Yet I trust the one that's almost killed me.
I trust the one that hurts me constantly.
Why?
Honestly I don't know.
I feel as if they don't want to hurt me.
Yet they seem to go out of their way to do so.
Repeatedly.
No matter what.
They attack me.
Still..
I trust them with everything,
My life.
My heart.
My soul.