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We all have ideas
Dreams
Even perfect scenarios
We envision

But reality
Tears those thoughts apart
And
Breaks those dreams
Down to mush
Trampling on all
We want

When we look at it
Some want this
Some want that
But I want love

I feel at this particular moment I haven't reach nor fought that person
A person that complements me
My inner me

Its tiresome to aid someone else
Through they insecurities
But forsake mines
What it all boles down
To
I just want to feel and be happy

I hide behind
my schooling
My Nonchalant attitude
Even suppressing
My true feelings
For the sake of
Other peoples emotions

In the end
all I want is something
Meaningful
To know the true meaning of
Love

I must say I've tried holding on
But I'm tired of holding and just leaking
Certain portions out

I look around and everyones
Finding his and her match
Whether those match are permanent or seasonal
Its working

I feel I'm invisible
To the opposite sex
In most cases I'm just
The nice person everyone knows
Thats going somewhere
Who`s just transparent
Its hard to see why so many individuals
Look over me or Give me a chance
I worry its
My physical appearance
Even my aura
Or
Just them

In all
In all I just want to fill relevant
That I am wanted
But I guess that is just wishful thinking