I am officially blogging while at work today. As much as I don't want to, but I can't help it. I am helpless. This day is emotionally and mentally raping me and ripping me to shreds. I don't know why I am working for someone who gives our clients an all-access permission to torture us mentally. It painfully heart- breaking, not to mention self-esteem downgrading. This is all so fucked up.