What have we become my love? we have triumphed together through countless battles, famine, sickness.
we drank each other like ambrosia engorging in the nectar of life's sweet bliss i was sheltered in your kindness.
that was a time where even a grain of sand could not come between us. why now are we planets apart?
you know gestate a new creation conceived for me and me only, you carry hate in your heart
have we forgotten it all? have your your eyes grown such hate for me? fingertips, palms, lips and breath of yours become so alien
loneliness saturates our sheets i lust for new flesh but never quench the thirst. i float in our memories of halcyon
the teeth the nails the fists you give to me i take without giving back i turn my bruises into battle stories of drunken bar fights.
numbness has taken over colours greyed flavours bland my body aches to inhale another women, feel my lips on her neck: new delights.
my imagination is the only place i visit now full of goddesses, my goddess has turned to stone and our bond is now binding.
i still love my goddess i pray to her everyday but no warmth will come from stone and my wounds now fester ever reminding
my soul is torn part it is like a trapped animal snarling and gnawing at its trapped paw the other waits for your return patiently
i thirst and hunger so much the suffering i draw a strange solace from its now my constant and everyday i still pray to you pleasantly
i now i'm withering away at the base of your statue i love you and you know i will always be prey to you my goddess
im lost in your shadow crushed by your weight i stay here by honor and loyalty im drowning in a sea of love that is loveless