the periods youve inserted, while not entirely correct, make this piece feel just as fragmented as the voice suggests.
i think life is all about gathering up these parts and piecing them together. its a journey.
and the frustrating part of the journey is that the pieces morph over time so when you think youre looking for this youre actually looking for something else.
i think its always so much easier to look back and wonder at how things have changed but our perspective is never that good. for example: i worship my father and every story i have to tell about him when i was a kid is a wonderful story about something or other and yet i fail to mention all the nights he forgot to come home from the pub and all the times i went to stay with him in thr weekends only to be staying with my step mother, who hated me, because dad was at work and then at the pub...
i guess its the rose tinted glasses.
dont be too hard on yourself.
and while youre thinking about all the ways your life has changed for the worse try to capture something positive that has happened too...
and on that note i will leave you with a link to a song... you should totally listen to it... on repeat if you have to... its long but totally worth it.