" Don't tempt me with a good time"
your infamous line,
digging holes in my mind
that you could fill with memories
made of sarcasm laced with all my fears that I spill out,
due to spilt wine.
you made me feel so delicate, taste nothing short of fine.
There we were, hard earned cash
for something we couldn't make last
so our hearts could just...relax.
There I was
desperate for something that was already lost,
Maybe if I was first, fate would change
sympathize my pain
not reiterate my pathetic impulse
that got me on this plane.
Surrealness made me feel a little insane.
it was her in the aisle seat
butterflies eating her alive
though we have yet to meet
she felt what I feel inside.
Hope that it works this time.
same chances, same guy.
I admit I was scared
as if we'd hop off this plane, find him at home waiting to choose
I took a deep breath,
finding a couple screws loose.
There she was, it was her.
but it wasn't her at all, no not yet
I'd still get 2 more months,
but Id never forget.