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Go ahead, with your words like razor blades on my skin those many years ago
Tell me with that voice like a creaking door
How much you hate me
Do you think it matters anymore?
I dont know why I bothered.
Dont you get it, I moved past this so long ago.
Black and blue the colors of your fathers mustang as you roll down the street, and I recall those being the colors of my skin all those many years ago
Tell me, with that harsh voice
How much you hurt me
Did you really think I cared?
Fuck you, fuck your home, and fuck what someone must've done to you
Because I just dont care anymore.
I dont know what I did to deserve
I was always in love with
Did you ever turn out the light
When you left?
I doubt you even remember my face
I wouldnt blame you 'cause I almost forgot your name
We used to be so close, but now I realize you were the pain in the hide.
As if i'd let you back inside.